Removed but close enough,Heart tightening for what's to come,Making me question where we end and another begins,This God, weaved like fabric into every inch. This is how we learn the lessons of strangers,And you are anything but, Because I see you,In your wildflowers resembling spilled paint,In the wind that rolls through with the right words,In the … Continue reading

Stay Still, Don’t Spill

Stay still, don’t spill,How many hours of different ceilings I’ve stared I couldn’t say,Body straight, you travel,burning, reminding. Don’t be upset,Don’t get anxious,Because like an ear to train tracks,It listens, It scouts, they vibrate.Like a conductor in symphony,It points, it waves, they play. My bittersweet reminders,How many must I have?Through pain and challenged vanity,I SLOW,I … Continue reading Stay Still, Don’t Spill

Let it Rest

I took you out and admired your "so-called" perfection,⁣⁣Brand new, vibrant,⁣⁣I was curious and excited about all the places we could go,⁣⁣All the memories we could make, ⁣⁣But everything new gets old,⁣⁣And it's the endurance, ⁣The aged authenticity that makes us grow in our relationships with ourselves and others,⁣⁣And while I aged with scars and … Continue reading Let it Rest

Probity

I see you,Your probity beaming bright on my lack thereof.Slapping the lies I’ve ingested and built as my own.I’ve temporarily pleased off the pain of others,Only to be left starving and lone.Don’t be distracted by those who mistake your presence for impairment,Because we need you and I see you.And although at my most weak moments … Continue reading Probity

Please Stay

Light peeking through the curtains, ⁣I smile with a sigh of relief.⁣Today, I can see you,⁣I even went to the roof to admire your rise.⁣Making up for all the days your presence fails to penetrate my pit,⁣Not today, I can see you sun,⁣I mean really see you.⁣Please, please stay.⁣