Amnestic Reunion

I knew I recognized that heart

Like déjà  vu
I squint and scan my deficient mind
Which isn’t where I’d find you
Instead, I close my eyes, and there you are, everywhere
Our amnestic reunion
And the infinite illuminates

So I watch you,
I admire you,
and I’m grateful because that is all that is allowed.
And sometimes I howl,
and I miss you,
and I try to remember you because that is all that is allowed.