I've been feeling unsettled for the past week or so, and instead of dwelling on the feeling, I've been observing it with curiosity. It all started with me trying a meditation style that was suggested to me, which made me uncomfortable. Despite the discomfort, I practiced it about five times before something exciting happened. My … Continue reading “Fuck that Meditation”
Category: HEALING
Amnestic Reunion
I knew I recognized that heart Like déjà vuI squint and scan my deficient mindWhich isn't where I'd find youInstead, I close my eyes, and there you are, everywhereOur amnestic reunionAnd the infinite illuminates So I watch you,I admire you,and I'm grateful because that is all that is allowed.And sometimes I howl,and I miss you,and … Continue reading Amnestic Reunion
Vast
Today I was reminded about how necessary it is for me to see space, vastness.I was reminded of who I am when I forget the power of expanse. I am closed, stiff, lacking depth energetically and physically. I am stuck, scared, stubborn, and full of judgment. I am a person that discounts the trauma and … Continue reading Vast
Tarot Bully
It was New Year's Eve. "Mom, just pick a card!" She looked terrified. "It's just tarot, you can make whatever you want of it." She looked away from me, nose high, "I don't want to, it's just not my thing." "Well, it's kinda my thing. Don't you want to step out of your box for … Continue reading Tarot Bully
Crystal Store Tyrant
We grew up catholic for a chunk of my childhood which fortunately ended after my mom slept with our priest. Due to guilt and some loose traditions that still have their ways with my family, a few of my siblings still baptize their children in the catholic church. My oldest brother called and asked me … Continue reading Crystal Store Tyrant
CONVERSATIONS WITH ASSHOLES 